~ServE~
hi ppl! how are you al doing ? just now i was writting down all the things i had been doing throughout this whole year. know what? i found out that is kinda messy !! they are so many different thing i have done, but also alot i could have done much better.last year camp ( the encounter'05) the last night i was looking for encounter with GOD, and GOD promise me but with one condition to let go a few things and humble down myself . so i tried !its not easy , espeacially there is a one of it which really really love it but GOD want me to let go. i struggled, try to negotiate a bit haha but still he know the best of me so i follow what he asked me to do!After that i made a covenant with GOD,that he will use me to serve his people and to bless the people around me.
That's why as camp is coming nearby i start to get worry because i'm afraid i don't do what i have promised to do ! but don't worry i will still looking forward to GY camp 06 Fishers of man!!
GOD did fullfill his promise to me ! throughout this year i served in alot of place and ministry.
in Youth Energy , ISCF , Kwang Hua Christian Union. to do all this GOD also develope a lot of skill, wisdom and strength into me. But the sad things is, i took all this for granted. A lot of time i am just serving because i am asked to do.especially in playing Drums!( always bring trouble to band when i play drum) I don't serve with all my heart. it is called as a religious work ! tell you what i am very good in doing all this ! trust me !
But what GOD want is we serve him because We Love Him ! through our sacrifice of time , effort , energy we show our love to him ! it sound simple but alot people still don't realize this!Beside this it also required our relationship with HIM
right now i also want to let you guys know why i don't want to serve in our church Vacation Bible School. First, i didnt got the calling to serve Him in this event. Secondly, i don't to do it for the sake of fun or wasting my time. Thirdly, I know that God want me serve the young people!
so hope you guys know why! if its GOD callling for you all to do it , just go ahead k?
I pray that GOD will bring me to a higher level of serving him! that I don't want to serve for the sake of work ! but i want to show HIM that i serve because I love JESUS !!

hahah i miss the fun we have!!